It’s day #13 of my desire map blogging challenge (to write one new post about my core desired feelings every single day this month), and I feel f*cking proud for having come this far. Because it’s a lonely journey.
But I don’t care about the lack of support. I keep my focus on the goal – sticking to my plan and finishing a project – even so it’s freaking hard right now.
I’m struggling because I’m suffering from a recurring immune disorder with no name. So every once in a while I get these massive pains in my calves (this is how it starts), then after a couple of days of agony the pain moves to all my joints and bones – but it never stays long in the same position.
I might wake up with massive joint pains in my hands, then by afternoon the pain has shifted to my knees, and by evening the pain pulsates in my elbows.
One word: FREAKY
At the same time I’m sweating like someone who has eaten too much hot chilli. And move between hot an cold sweat. And yet, I keep on working… writing… serving my amazing clients.
Because in my business reputation is EVERYTHING. Your clients are not interested in your health – they want results.
And while many of my clients tell me to rest up and get well, they still have deadlines to serve, and so I have to keep chugging away at mine.
Life’s NOT always easy peasy as they make out. Sometimes you have to do the hard stuff to get to the easy stuff.